Can i find this face cute >:3 ? :D
Countdown and christmas ? I wanna be a nice kid, really. S:
- Mood:
jubilant
The way I cant keep my focus.
I just realised, exams are coming, real soon. And i really need to start studying. I might be hanging out in the school library to study tomorrow after school. Today, had Marketing. Left before 6P, Ger left too. Then went over to Centrepoint's Starbux to chill and wait for idk who. S: Then went home. Next week, UT. How ? :( I really cannot afford not to do well anymore. D:
Buckup girl (Y), UT's coming to town before santa.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
intimidated
Hung out with Ger and her classmates and went for pool session over @ AMK. From i think 1 plus to 4 plus. Then Van and I roamed around AMK area to get food. Apparently she got attracted to Sticky Rice. Then we went in, sat down. Suddenly, Van dared me to ask the waiter for her number while she went to the washroom. I wont fill in the details. HAHA. Then, we went off. Van sent me home and then she went home herself.
Tomorrow's First month.
Apparently Van wants to celebrate it once in 3 months.
She might get sick of it.
Hmm umm.
Sounds, okay.
(L), Rachel Renee Similanjiao
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
tired
I hope, love's feeling better. Cheer up, kay ? I wish to see you smiling like thisssssssss, again. (:
Headed to town with Cindyfaketall. She wore high heels, her feet hurt very badly. ( Act smart lor ! ) Roamed around town to get a bag and then went home at around 9.
Stop, please pull back.
I hope it aint true. If it is, i wouldnt know how to cope anymore, at all.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
gloomy
(Green hearts for you)
Happy 17th Birthday V.Darling
Babe, you're one in a million. No one, could replace you ever. I might not have the chance to celebrate your 17th with you, on the actual day but baby, cause i really wish, we could spend all our birthdays together, there are many years down the road. Whats one year ? (: I'd love the way you hold me tight in your arms, put your hands around my waist and spin me around. The way you wriggle your eyebrow forces my smile out, totally. The way you look at me and tell me how much you love me, how badly you'd want to steal a kiss. &The way you boast to people about how who hit onto who first. How you'd complain how i made you cut your hair, and how much should you not listen to me cause you really regret it ( Now, not anymore cause you look uber cute with bangszxcv ) When you pout, you look cutely irritating. But dear, all i want, i'd do anything, everything. Just to make you smile. Idw to fight over people, people who are meant to get out of this league. We should. Or rather, must, make them not revolve around us. Me and you, anymore. Im so, so lucky to have deserved you. Thanks for stying by me, hearing me rant about everything, staying by my side when im crying, being my pillar of strength, not allowing me to crumble. I dont know, what's life without you, anymore. Honey, stay close, dont ever go.
P.S. I miss you very much too, just in case you're too busy to remember that i miss you.
Just two will do, cause two is better than one.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
chipper
You're hooking up with girls,
time and time again.
What / How am i supposed to feel ?
Not pissed, not annoyed ?
@$^%*&^@$%!
I know you're still mad. Idk what are you angry with or why so. I didnt ask for this to happen, did i ? If you wanna be angry, so be it. I dont wanna try anymore. I dont see any reason to try if you're not talking and rolling eyes. Im not two faced. What did i do behind you ? Prolly yes, you did help. You didnt not help, here, thanks, really.
P.S. Im locking my LJ 100%, please add as friends to view ! :D ThankQs.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
sick
Happy 18th Birthday Geraldlyn !
Girl, today's your birthday. Here's the birthday message!
Loveeeeee, no one could ever replace you. Whatever it is, your laughter, your smile, and your loudness. You're fun, you're the best friend i could ever have. Nevermind if anyone else dont see your birthday as an important event, we all, your real friends will still be here. Now, you're a year older. Its through different people, different events, different activities, that our friendship is put into a test. And from there, we grow. We grow to treasure each other more. Together, we stand strong ( Y ). & Enjoy your day babeeee ! :D
- Mood:
ecstatic
I dyed my hair Orange-Brown ! :D Excited to see me me now ? Suspect ! :D Hahahaha. Went home to get stuffs and then otw, i saw Jay ! Aww, i miss her super a lot (L)
Friday -Headed down to buangkok to display then we went compass for dinner. Walked around to get presents but to no avail :( I saw this watch, not telling you what brand or what, its nice, and exp S:
Sat went to B's birthday party. Yeay, i enjoyed, thanks b. <3
Sunday went to VchiaB's house. We watched paranormal activities ( Really sucked badly ) and P.S I love you. It was nice, it was sad that her husbad died tho. Then we had dinner together with her new maid, then sent me to the busstop. Hmm, apparently, her maid cant finish up whatever that is on the plate ? S:
Sick, totally :( Who wants to be kind enough to help me buy DCC from Subwayssxzcv ? :D xoxos.
- Mood:
mischievous
Girl, cause you dont act like your age. If you wanna be biased, i could be twice as biased. If you want to be childish, I could be twice as childish. Right, dont test my patience, you'd prolly not like it. Im not making things worse, but well, you asked for it, no ? If you had not tried to behave in this childish way, I would not have given you this shit. You wanna play petty, im not playing along. You put yourself first, you expect everyone else to put you first. Girl, the entire world dont revolve around just you only. What comes around goes around, right ?
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
grumpy
I've been so tired recently.
Thursday- Work after school.
Friday- Dental app / dye hair with V♥Chia.
Saturday- Ger's pre birthday party
Sunday- Out with Qsheep to get presents.
Next M/T/W- Out with V and gang to get presents
I got an A for cognitive UT. Happy only ! :D :D :D
Shepherd insisted to compete who will get lower for maths UT. We shall see, i sure win. Maths, no one can be lower than me ! :D By then, he'll owe me a meal
*You owe me a meal, steady ?!
Shepherd says:
*can
*hahahaha
*like not a good bet
*but can try
Apparently, he claims that its not a good bet !? D: D: D:
Now, shepherd, I'd rather treat you to Jack's place Fish and chips. _|_
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
frustrated
Fly, sky high
GuanXiang made my day !
He followed kJmuscle out of the lift and headed in KJmuscle's class direction. I told him to walk my side cause the direction he's heading to is the wrong direction. Then ! He replied cooly : I want to walk one.big.round cannot ah ?! Then, when i was about to reach class, i caught him sprinting towards my direction. LOSER HOR !
& I got super amused like a kid.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
bouncy
I feel ... loved by you.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
ditzy
$16.50, you me ?
Hi babies !
Satrday, went to work with Vchia. She's been really patient ! Thanks babe, thanks a dozen. I know, its been real, hell of a bore to stand outside a shop for hours and hearing the alarm go off every 10 mins. You're really nice. (:
Girl, get well soon alright ! (L)
Nikki's been really sweet cause she protected me from sleep raiders ! :D And today, went to SDC with family. Dad's been working so, yeh. Wasnt able to join us. But it's been really fun though.
GLove, Cheer up alright ? Everything's gona be alright, give yourself time. & Im sorry too. ):
And ...
I really really missed K.TohFat though he's really been a bastard.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
blank
Cause when the tough gets going, we gotta pick ourselves up and keep on moving.
FFLS : I dont know why things would turn out this way. We are all different in our own ways, we have our own fault. No one is/are able to change anyone of the other party. Ether you live with it, or give up. Apparently, i dont think both of you would want to give up cause this is your friendship. Our friendship. We, you, me all have the say. I dont want to see things sour overnight. Both of you should, seriously, sit down and trash things out after you both cool down. I guess, at present, this is the best solution. I hope, things will be fine soon alright ? (:
David: I told you, dozens and dozens of times, and im telling you again, just for you. Im totally very stubborn. You made me feel like giving up totally when i wanted to go back to you. Of course, you succeeded. Cause i really gave up and moved on. Im stubborn, im never turning back or changing my decision when i decided on one. You told me you've changed, yes, im glad for you. Change for the better, thats what humans should do. I dont deserve you at all, we dont deserve each other. Not at all. Someothers will know how to treasure you, since i dont know how to. True? I'll wish you all the best, whether you want us to be :"More than friends or nothing at all." We'll still be friends ya (: I made my stand clear, im not turning back anymore, you made / force me to come to such a decision. And david, its not like you dont know, i hate making decisions, cause i dont like to.
ChiaV : Yes, i chose you, not right from the start, but at least at the end, and now, i treasure you, i treasured you, and still, treasuring you. Dont worry excessively cause i promise i wont too. Today wont repeat anymore, no more heartpains for me, at least, i wont allow you to be sad because of me anymore. You love me, i love you. Its mutal. This r/s should last long, or rather, it must last long. You're right, i shouldnt send this r/s crashing. Im thankful for the birthday celebrations, the surprises you gave me, it was really pleasant ! :D You're right, nothing lasts forever, but i believe we could keep this going for as long as we can. Even there might be temptations, I would still trust you, but please, you really gotta make me trust you. Alright ! Last but not the very least, i really (L) you, a.lot. I know, you're going to say im lazy, shortcut !
ChiaV, I love you. Yes, a lot.
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:determined
I wish, I could help you share your miseries ):
Thanks friends: Geraldlyn, Kwee Ching, Shepherd, James, Allen, Stella for the celebrations (L)
Thanks Andre, Cindy, Kenneth, Guan Xiang, Jas, Iwana, Mira, Ken, Mans.
Thanks Swifelim for the video :D
Thanks Vlovechia for the presents and the memories. <3
Went to (iforgotwhere) theeeen we spent our night and had dinner there and Vlovechia sent me home <3 Thanks for everything ! (L)
:D :D :D
Then went home, mum and sis was waiting for me to cut this super chocolately cake. HAHA More cakes pleasssssse. (L)
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
content - Music:Hold my hand
The ulcers are making me wanna cry ):
It really hurts ttm. How D:
All about you
High lows !Today was super exciting, went into people's class to drag them for partial ! :D Some not steady one ):
Ger's the mastermind, along with Allen Loh Zhi Ying and James Wong Blank Blank.
Met VdarlingChia after school for her sweets ( I tried to get the colour closest to the grape flavour already, no grape flavour already ): ) Sent me to library to meet up with Ger, Ahlian, Sheep, HongYi, Jamesbraceface. Then VdarlingChia went off to get something. S: Excited !
Im talking to LimCindySiLing :D :D, and dearest, if you dont know, I really missed you, a lot. And if you ever happen to read this post, I hope, you're doing fine, I hope, life's good in NYP. I wish, your friends treat you as well as how i treat you :D If you are ever sad, i'll be right there, for you. Alright ! :D Thanks for being there whenever i needed you, whenever i was at my lowest, for caring and showing concern.
Come to think of it, i kinda miss HuiLingPang and DingRachel. S:
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:awake
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.
The braces, causing my huge large ulcers, are killing me inside out. ): I could hardly talk or move my mouth.
Heeeheee, i got a craving for noodles !
Anyone wants to cook for me ?! :D
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
contemplative
Dont look back ever
Vanessa stay-ed over and we brought Nikki for grooming, then rented boogeyman. So boring can. Then we did many crazy stuffs, then next morning, stayed home and watched TV.
Boogeyman was damn hell of a boring show! To think the receptionist told me that its a interesting show. I got cheated. ):
Anddddddddddd, here it is !
The long awaited picture.
I know, i look like i have a fat belly hor. but. im going to make it go flat. :D
Darling, p.s. Im not anorexic hor.
Nice or super very nice ? :D
The needle looks really horrifiying lorxzc. But then the pain was really bearable la, not as painful as expected though.
School tomorrow (again), boring ):
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
exhausted
Suppose I called you up tonight
And told you that I love you
And suppose I said I wanna come back home
And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson
And I'm tired of spending all my time alone
If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted
And it's killing me to be so far away
Would you tell me that you love me to
And when we cry together
Would you simply laugh at me and say
I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again
If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand
Would we get that old time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you miss me too
And that you've been so lonely
And that you've waited for the day that I returned
And we live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Would you say the tables finally turn
Would you say I told you so
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again
Now I found someone new and you will never break my heart in two again
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
intimidated - Music:I told you so